i care soo much that even when i am with u... i still want u soo much it hurts.... knowing i have u helps me get through everyday soo much easyer.... if u even had a clue wut u do to my stomach or how my heart races when i talk to u.... u say u LOVE me and i believe u but wow this feeling is amazing and i dont want it to stop it was soo strong even through our ruffest times...THATz how i know its real..... i luv u baby     *wish us luck*

    (gotta luv them handcuffs....kaci)

every minute without u was like torture 4 my heart.... but every second with u makes up 4 ne thang we went through.... U R SIMPLY THE BEST..... no matter wut i know  u r the one i will never let go of.... ( i am soo glad we r happy again ) everyone else can leave us alone now!!!! thanx

april

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it has been a while and i dont really know wut to say bout ne thang ne more.... my friends r great and i luv the fact that it is Christmas break  FINAILLY... we stayed at katys house thur night and then  at my house last night  ( me kayal kaci katy ashley kristen) and tim, logan, and mosses came by 4 a while and me and tim talked about all the stuff we have been goin through... he said he was sorry 4 ever messin with the other girl and 4 everythang and asked me if i could ever 4give him and i told him i could 4give him but i wouldnt b able to 4get about it 4 a while.... but yea he kept sayin how much he loved me and all that and how he has missed me and wants to work through everythang and spend all break together and he is being really sweet soo i think i am gonna hangout with him and see how thangs go but i promised my slef i wouldnt date him 4 a while and wouldnt mess around with him or ne thang like that 4 a long long time.... soo thangs r goin pretty good right now.... i am still lookin 4 a job but thats nuttin new.... well thats bout all 4 now b good over the break.... ill ttyl

is this showing how "if u love somethin let it go and if it comes back its ment to be" or is it just one of those weird thang that shows me i am here to help him and he is also helpin me get through shit or wut is goin on HELP ME ...

april

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I GOT MY NOSE PIERCED...i thought i would put that 1st cuz i am soo excited.... me and my mom were jokin bout it but then she said i could...of course she didnt mean it but i went and got it done....lol... she wasnt mad though...uhmm sherman didnt have school thur. soo me and tim hungout 4 a while (we r gettin along but strictly as friends)...we went n got food then went 2 see his sis at her work...later i went to bells to get jordan...we went to da mall n met up with ashley n ran into howdy...had to hide from jordans boss cus he was supposed to b at work....lmao....went n got my nose pierced...met up with kaci and katy and katie at the mall to go shoppin and stuff.... buddy, cody, ryan, drew, and nathan came up thurr..... saw josh v and billy g....went by nate's house then came to katy's house to have our girls night thangy....went talked bout how stupid guys r....like always....today i am supposed to hangout with billy v and then some time with a friend(keith) from sherman and idk wut else.... tomarrow i am goin to grapevine or w/e and then plano area to hangout but yea thats bout all that is new now days....

i am really ok now.... like i know i loved this guy and even though it didnt work out i will still care bout him but now after these last couple of days it has made thangs soo much clearer i care and will always but n a different way now n i feel good bout the way i am handleing all this...we are friends and thats the only thing i want from him...sooo i am happy... wish me luck with other guys and new friends and old ones too....

april

well well well....sherman is doin great and i still luv tha school and of course miss some tb childern...lmao... right now i am a little distracted because i am at katys house with my Tb friends that i havent seen n 4 eva...i had a werid week cuz i havent talked to tim since monday at school we got n a huge argument then he called me tue. but i was being a bitch but it was completely deserved....ne ways he is talkin to some other girl now and i am still having a blast with all the new ppl and crazy boys....lol...uhmmm to night i went to the parade thang with Diniko, Bri. , and courtney and then me and Niko went to the sherman bball games but they were over when we walked n soo we just stayed to talk to some ppl and i was supposed to go to a sherman party but i came to see my tb friends instead....hmmmm... nuttin else too great goin on... but ill wrtie again soon...love ya all...

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I'll b ok... i seemed to just slip away from u ne way...u ment soo much... it hurt soo bad.... not everythang can work out ...soo the thangs that dont r just one of lifes steppin' stones to the one i will really trust and committ to...wish me luck on my jurney....